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LIFE REVIEWS – Final

Friday, July 16th, 2010

Message from Maitreya, Newsletter #88: “It Does Not Matter Who You Are!” ctober 4, 2003

There is no status in spiritual realms. It does not matter who you are, or what you have done. Each soul, on passing into the spiritual realms, has to go through the same ritual. That ritual is to be welcomed back home, to rest after life’s journey, and to then “face the hall of mirrors.”

Many souls believe that, because they have done good in this incarnation or given money to good causes, it will pave an easy path for them in the spiritual realms. Yet, no soul is given preference or status. Each soul is treated the same. The murderer and the king both stand side by side, waiting to return home. Yes, it may seem very strange, but that is the way it is. All souls choose their own way of learning their life’s lessons, and all, at the end of their life, stand side by side, no different from each other, souls who have achieved their destiny and who are ready to return home.

However, the level of vibration you have achieved on the earth plane is very important to you. The higher you have raised your vibration, the easier it is to adjust to the world of the spiritual realms and return home. For those who have lived the illusion their entire lives, they find it very hard to let go of that illusion. Because of the close proximity of the spiritual realms and the return “home” from the earth plane, many souls find it hard to believe that they have actually died. For many souls the illusion still exists, and it takes some while before the illusion wears off and the truth is finally revealed.

When you pass over, the spiritual world is so like the earth plane! It is the true world of illusion on a higher level. Whatever you believed on the earth plane about life when you die becomes a reality. If you believe there is a man sitting at a gate waiting to judge you, it is so. If you believe in the devil and have such fear of this, it becomes what you see on your passing over. If you believe there is no life after death, then the shock for you is even greater. These souls cannot believe they ARE dead and, for them, the passing over is even harder. There are a team of many, many souls, who work in this area, who are there to help those that pass over to our side. They are loving souls who only have compassion and love, and who very gently assist these people to let go of the belief which has permeated their soul memory, their spiritual consciousness. Only when one has faced the hall of mirrors can one finally move into the higher realms and dimensions where there is only awareness and where all illusion is gone. It is truly a wonderful place. Maitreya

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LIFE REVIEWS – Part 1

Friday, July 9th, 2010

After we completed our transition to Spiritual world – our true home, we have a thorough rest in the reception area. Then it is time of our life review for our earthly incarnation. The purpose of life review is to self examine what we have learned from our earthly experiences; have we fulfilled our contract for this incarnation? Have we created karma because of our action or reaction to others or the choices we have made? We can not truly move on into spiritual realm until we have done our life review.

When we are on the earth plane, most of us live in the illusion created by the earth plane. Because of the illusion and our SELF – the animal survival part of us, we are so wrapped into the illusion that most of us have forgotten the true purpose of our incarnation and have forgotten that we are body. Mind and Spirit. The soul, the Spirit is the true and eternal part of us. Our true home is not on the earth plane but in the spiritual realm. We think as if the life we have on the earth plane is the only and real life. The people we are connected with are our truly family and the only ones we have, so that we cling to everyone or everything we are close to and we dear to. We can not see that they are all created by our perception and we live in our own hologram! We live in our own illusion!

People we are connected to on the earth plane are not the same family as we have in spirit. They are only souls who are the actors and actress in our play that we set up for ourselves before our incarnation. Their purpose in our life is to assist us to pay our karma; balance our karma; work out any issues or unfinished business; and learn our lessons that we have set up for ourselves so that we can achieve our soul’s growth. At the most, we will be able to free ourselves from the earth plane and end the wheel of reincarnation on the earth plane.

to be continued….

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PATIENCE – Part 4

Thursday, April 15th, 2010

At those years, I kept myself busy. Even though Spirit sent me a lot of messages that I needed to slow done and I needed to take time off, my Self simply ignored them all. I kept saying, “ no, I can handle it”, “no, I am ok’, “no, I enjoy doing it”. I did not stop doing things nights and weekend. I did not realize that I kept myself busy because I was insecure and in fear that if I had a break, someone was going to replace me and I would not have what I had. My Self wanted to control and wanted to show off my importance.

Last year, there was a lot of changes in our working place, new people with new energy came in, I was no longer doing what I used to do, no more workshops ( no people came), no more responsibilities at school. My Self was in terror and felt threatened that I was no longer in control at all. No one needed me anymore. My Self was not happy about this situation. Therefore, my Self created an illusion that since I did not have anything to do anymore, which meant that I was no longer needed. Before they asked me to leave, I’d better to leave. Therefore, my Self created a situation: readers to give me the message that I needed to move on and to do things outside the center.

So I was in anger and busy to prepare to leave and blamed others for all these happening. I did all these without knowing what my Self was doing to me till Master Maitreya stepped in and talked to me with love what my Self was doing to me. Being in the Master’s energy enabled me to see through the illusion what my Self was doing, I was shocked by it!  I could not believe after quite a few years being educated directly by the Master, I was still taken away by my Self even without realizing it at all!

This was the true awakening call to me. Since then I was starting to pay attention to my Self’s doing. Because of Spirit slowed me down by removing all that my Self held on to, my Self jumped out to fight its mighty. But because of that, I was finally able to see my Self with the help of Maitreya. This was a big lesson I have learned last year and because of that, I truly began to look within to deal with my own darkness and deep issues.

To be continued….

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I AM THE CREATOR OF MY OWN REALITY – Part 1

Sunday, January 10th, 2010

Last Christmas, my daughter and I spent our Christmas Day in movie theater watching the movie “Invictus”. The film tells the inspiring true story of how Nelson Mandela, the President of South Africa, in his first term, joined forces with the captain of South Africa’s rugby team to help unite their country. Newly elected President Mandela knows his nation remains racially and economically divided in the wake of apartheid. Believing he can bring his people together through the universal language of sport, Mandela rallies South Africa’s rugby team as they make their historic run to the 1995 Rugby World Cup Championship match. The movie ends with the quotes of Nelson Mandela: I thank whatever gods may be for my unconquerable soul. I am the master of my fate. I am the captain of my soul.

I was deeply touched and inspired by this story as it allowed me to see how each one of us can create our own reality. Nelson did it because he has truly believed in himself. Spending thirty years in jail tempered his soul and allowed him seeing through the illusion of the earth plane. He was able to become the master of his own fate and the captain of his soul. Now we are all doing the same thing: becoming the master of our own life and creating our own reality.

This is not an easy task as it means that we have to change our conditioned old beliefs. Our human society has been taught to follow and obey someone in power for thousands and thousands years. We have become the sheep. We have stopped thinking for ourselves. Because of this, when we meet challenge or something goes wrong, we habitually tend to put ourselves in the victim position. Instead of taking responsibility for whatever happens in our life, we tend to blame others for the happening as if it is other’s problem but nothing to do with ourselves. Because of fearing of being responsible, we spend a lot of time to justify ourselves to prove it is not our fault or our responsibility.

To be continued…..

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MY SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT – Final

Thursday, January 7th, 2010

Learning to control each subtle body is learning to allowing our Higher Self taking control of our life. We need to be aware of the SELF part of us and to face the battle between the Self and Higher Self. There are two parts of our Being, SELF and HIGHER SELF. Our Self is the animal part of us, connect to our survival instinct, which hold us in the lower and dense vibration. Our earthly activities are mostly controlled by our Self until we raise our vibration, then, only then can we be aware of it and begin to deal with it. By doing so we can gradually let our Higher Self in and take in charge of our life

The Self primarily stays in our physical body but after thousands years survival, this part has evolved to be able to penetrate our mental, emotional and spiritual body. It is like the computer virus which can stop our Higher Self’s work. It can use our mental body to control our thought form, thinking pattern and process which made our mind restless and could not focus on manifesting the most important things in our life; it can use our emotional body to create all the dramas in our life, so that we attach to these emotions, moaning and groaning, and not be able to move forward to our true destiny; It can also use our conditioning, culture background, beliefs and habits to hold us from opening to new and accepting change, and to connect to the universe, the divine source and the world of spirit; It prevents us to see the big picture and the true meaning of our life and our existence on the Earth plane.

Spiritual development is a process of facing our Self and not allowing it to control our life and ourselves anymore and connecting to our higher self and allowing our higher self to take control. This means that we have to face our deepest fear, our own darkness, and embrace them with great compassion and unconditional love; we have to heal our deepest wound with self love, self respect and self acceptance; and we have to let go all that our Self hold on to, take full responsibility for our own choices but blaming no one and nothing, see everything we experience is just our learning and growing opportunity and move beyond the illusion.

Spiritual development is a life long journey and process but not a destination. The growth lies in every moment when we begin to embrace whatever life bring to us. For me, the reward will be becoming one with the Universe, a peace passes all understanding and no longer need to come back to the earth plane for incarnation. Like the president of South Africa, Nelsen Mandela, said:  I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul. If we all can do what he has done in our own unique way, we all can become our own master of our own life and our own destiny. By changing ourselves, together, we will change the world and bring the true hope to humanity.

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THE LESSON CONTINUED TO BE LEARNED – Final

Saturday, December 5th, 2009

Now I truly believed that the message I was given by Margaret that I would win the case and the case would be settled out court. This case lasted for two years. Looking back the whole thing I was amazed how much progress I had made in my spiritual development from this learning process. I have gained better understanding about the true purpose and meaning of my life and my existence on the earth plane.

In the beginning I was so much in fear and only focused on all the negativity, I could not see through the game and illusion.  I was so focused on how I was going to win the case but could not see what the lawsuit was teaching me and what I needed to learn from it. Because of that I was caught up with my fear, doubt, conditioning, old belief and insecurity. Until I finally faced my fear and let go of my emotional attachment to how I was going to win, I was able to just do what was in my heart without thinking about what would be the next, what result I was getting,  then, only then, could the universe do its work for me. The whole situation was changed since that moment. As a result I was transformed as a better soul and have raised my consciousness. Now I can say, it is a blessing and I am very blessed. I am very grateful for this experience and very glad that I finally learned my lesson and did not run away from it this time.

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WHERE WERE THEY FROM? – Part 5

Friday, October 16th, 2009

Early in 2009 I had a chance talking to Margaret. She did my 2008 solar return which covers my life in 2009 (My birthday is in December) . She told me that a man could come in my life and my Self would run away. At that moment I did not know that it could be this man. Therefore, I promised her and the Master without any hesitation that I would not run away, I would face my fear! She smiled and said to me: “Good, we will see.” To be honestly, I did not completely understand what she said but simply thought that it was not a big deal and I would face it. Even though I had gone through so much in the past few years regarding releasing past life energies, I had no idea what she said implied the challenge and fear I was going to face. But the promise I made to Margaret did help me not completely run away and I finally struggled through.

Here was this man, who had the most beautiful healing energy, who was very gentle and kind, who respected me and not had any intention or desire to harm me, and who never said one word that he was interested in me! But I was so scared by only having the thought that he could be my future partner!

I am telling you that I am not kidding! This is so real and true, I was so terrified that this man would come into my life! Only by thinking about this possibility, my whole emotions were stirred up. If it happened like before when I was at age of 20s, I could do the same thing to run away from him. But now I was on the spiritual journey and I wanted to free myself from incarnations and leave the Earth Plane forever. So I knew I could not run away from my lessons any more.

My Higher Self gave me the message that I should not think too much but simply let it be, allow the Universe unfold what lies between us, and that I should go within to find out where the fear came from. I received this message clearly and it did help me a moment. But it was only a short moment. The fear was so dominate and abject that I still could not follow what my Higher Self suggested. All I did was to avoid this man, pretended as long as I did not have any contact with him, that he would not come in my life just like what I did it to my classmate while I was in graduate school. This lasted 5 months. I did all my best to avoid this man without realizing that my Self had created this drama and illusion. I actually was fighting what I had created by my own thought!

To be continued….

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