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LIFE REVIEWS – Final

Friday, July 16th, 2010

Message from Maitreya, Newsletter #88: “It Does Not Matter Who You Are!” ctober 4, 2003

There is no status in spiritual realms. It does not matter who you are, or what you have done. Each soul, on passing into the spiritual realms, has to go through the same ritual. That ritual is to be welcomed back home, to rest after life’s journey, and to then “face the hall of mirrors.”

Many souls believe that, because they have done good in this incarnation or given money to good causes, it will pave an easy path for them in the spiritual realms. Yet, no soul is given preference or status. Each soul is treated the same. The murderer and the king both stand side by side, waiting to return home. Yes, it may seem very strange, but that is the way it is. All souls choose their own way of learning their life’s lessons, and all, at the end of their life, stand side by side, no different from each other, souls who have achieved their destiny and who are ready to return home.

However, the level of vibration you have achieved on the earth plane is very important to you. The higher you have raised your vibration, the easier it is to adjust to the world of the spiritual realms and return home. For those who have lived the illusion their entire lives, they find it very hard to let go of that illusion. Because of the close proximity of the spiritual realms and the return “home” from the earth plane, many souls find it hard to believe that they have actually died. For many souls the illusion still exists, and it takes some while before the illusion wears off and the truth is finally revealed.

When you pass over, the spiritual world is so like the earth plane! It is the true world of illusion on a higher level. Whatever you believed on the earth plane about life when you die becomes a reality. If you believe there is a man sitting at a gate waiting to judge you, it is so. If you believe in the devil and have such fear of this, it becomes what you see on your passing over. If you believe there is no life after death, then the shock for you is even greater. These souls cannot believe they ARE dead and, for them, the passing over is even harder. There are a team of many, many souls, who work in this area, who are there to help those that pass over to our side. They are loving souls who only have compassion and love, and who very gently assist these people to let go of the belief which has permeated their soul memory, their spiritual consciousness. Only when one has faced the hall of mirrors can one finally move into the higher realms and dimensions where there is only awareness and where all illusion is gone. It is truly a wonderful place. Maitreya

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HEALING ON THE HEART – Part 4

Saturday, June 26th, 2010

I did not do regular morning meditation as I did not want to get up but just lying in bed thinking nothing, doing nothing and feeling sorrow for myself. This was very unusual as I never stopped morning meditation in the past 7 years no matter what was going on in my life. However, I did so for a week this time. I knew that something was very deep and very dark waiting for coming to the surface. I consciously felt it but did not know exactly what it was.

Last Saturday afternoon I had a session with Karen/sister. Karen/sister suggested me to paint in a private and quiet time to connect to this deep buried dark emotional energy. It has to do with valuing myself and honor myself. It was stored in my sacred chakra which severely blocked my creativity and manifestation in my life.  This was triggered by that gentleman and needed to be working out on the personal level. This is also a big lesson that I have chosen to learn in this incarnation and the time has come.

I could feel that my Self was resisting to their suggestion. My Self tried to find excuses not to paint. I said to Karen/sister that I did not know anything about painting at all. Karen/sister said to me that I did not need to know how to paint. All I needed to do was just do pick up the color pain and a piece of white paper, and then just allow my soul guide me through. In doing so, I would allow my soul bringing the deep subconscious energy to my conscious awareness so that I could have a look and deal with it.

Sunday morning I got up at 6 am and decided using this quiet time to paint. Where to start? As I looked at the color pens, the first color drawn to me was pink. Pink is the color of love. As I held this color pen, I said to myself what I should paint. As soon as I asked this question, a knowing that I should draw a heart with this pink color. As I was doing it, a huge wave of emotions started coming out.

to be continued….

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RESPECT EACH OTHER’S DIFFERENCES AND CHOICES-Part 11

Saturday, June 12th, 2010

Until both of us went to the Master of Metaphysics beginners and advanced courses with Margaret/Maitreya in Australia, we finally were able to open to the spiritual part of ourselves, to the true meanings of life. We started to work on our own issues, patterns and lessons. Especially, after I started to learn astrology, I learned from it that we both have chosen different lessons to learn. We have chosen completely different astrological makeup energy wise. I finally was able to realize that my daughter was a unique soul, completely different from me. Although she came to the earth plane through me but she was not from me. She is her own person on her own right. She is not my extension. I can not make her to live a life I want her to. She must live a life for herself in her own way and at her own speed. We are just souls who have chosen to come together to work out our karma, learn our lessons so that we can grow and evolve spiritually as a soul.

By realizing this for me is a great leap of freedom. It has answered so many questions I carried along the way of my life. It also enlightened me to see my past issues, lessons and patterns I needed to deal with and to breakthrough. This is a slow and long process to come to this awareness. Even to today, I am still learning to respect her as an individual soul and allow her to make her own choices, to learn her own lessons without any interference, even though I may not agree with what she has chosen to go through. Sometimes, it was very hard to watch my only child to go through, but knowing that she is going through her own life learning and growing experiences, I must not interfere but highly respect and accept unconditionally. This is my lesson I have chosen to learn. She is only a teacher who has come to help me to learn this lesson.

Nature has made a very good example for us. In nature, the growth of a variety of flowers, the differences among them, and each one of them has their own characteristics of the species, but together, they show us the beauty and charm of a hundred flowers blossom, while not losing their own characteristics. When we put ourselves into the nature and into the flowers, we see the beauty of flowers blooming and also see them accepting each others without any forcing and demanding but in completely harmonious unity. Because of their beauty, unity and harmony, we can be dissolved linger, and forgetting the world with various problems and unhappiness. In this way, flowers mold our physical, mental and emotional bodies, and bring pleasure to our being.

To be continued….

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PATIENCE – Final

Saturday, April 17th, 2010

However, recently I realized that I have changed it. I finished my aura soma level III course, it has been two months passed and I still not receive my certificate. If this happened before, I was going to be very impatience and angry, I would try to figure out why and how? But this time, I did not go that way, I was simply send a very nice email to the teacher about it, then I let it be and leave it to the teacher with the trust that the teacher will find it out. A few days later, I received an email from the person who is in charge of signing our certificate to confirm my mailing address.

Another thing was that I ordered a healing book 5 weeks ago and I have not received it. This was happening very rare as I bought a lot of books, they were all arrived within 2 weeks. After 3 weeks I did not receive the book ( this was the deadline Amazon has), I simply followed the procedure of Amazon and sent an email to the seller. The seller replied that they had sent it out by media mail, it normally took 3 – 4 weeks, sometimes, even longer. The seller asked me to wait for another week or so. And I did. Another week passed by, the book still did not arrive. But somehow, I had a feeling that the book would come so I decided to let it be. Then the book came in the 5th week. By then I realized that I have patience! I was not worried and was not giving all these things any energy! I simply just followed the process procedure and things worked out on their own course.

By realizing that I started to have patience, I can see how much change I have made. I was a different person, actually a better one. I did not allow the worry and impatience disturbed the peace of my mind and of my life. I was not bothered by these things any more. I did not do it intentionally but it just happened. Because of that, I can see the change I have made. I can use all the wasted energy I used to in all the things I like to do. It is amazing that I have made this change! I truly thank spirit for putting me in a situation that I have the opportunity to make change and to move on spiritually. When I can see the changes I have made in my own life with my own awareness, I do feel good. I am truly grateful!

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LISTEN TO THE INTUITION – Part 2

Wednesday, March 24th, 2010

What is intuition? It is the first knowing in our heart. We can feel it. However, most time we do not follow it as it could come from nowhere and it does not make any sense logically. It is so easy for us to find excuses not to follow it rather than following our logic thinking and old way to do things.

Spirit communicates with us through our intuition. They not only guide us on our spiritual development but also in our daily lives. However, for me, I am more alert to listen to my intuition when it comes to spiritual work, somehow, I have not been able to apply it to my daily life. I thought as long as I asked Spirit for protection, everything in my life should runs smoothly as if it is not my responsibility but Spirit’s. How wrong I was and I have learned it from my own experience.

About two weeks ago, while I was driving (I got a lot of awareness and realization while I was driving on the road aside the water), a knowing came to me that I should consider buying a membership from triple A, a road assistance system, to assist anyone whose car has problems on the road. I had this membership for many years before I moved to Washington State. Since I moved to this State, in order to cut cost, I have to budget my spending so that I cancelled my membership. It has been 4 years now and I have not had any problems on the road. So, when I had the feeling that I need to have the membership again in case something happened to my car while I was driving,  I thought it was my fear.

Need to buy a triple A membership was my first feeling, but then my mind started to play the game. Firstly, I thought about the cost, I told myself it was expensive and it was over my budget; Secondly, myself convinced me that I did not have any problem on the road in the past four years, I should not worry about it and buying the membership was my fear; Thirdly, I was working for Spirit and I asked for protection everyday, so Spirit should protect me (see, I put my own responsibility to Spirit). As a result, despite of my strongly feeling, I decided not to buy the membership with the hope that nothing would happen to my car. I even said an affirmation to eliminate the fear I thought I had. Then, as time passes by, I totally forgot this feeling.

To be continued..

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KARMA AND LESSONS – Part 3

Wednesday, February 24th, 2010

When I just started my spiritual path, I met people who did something wrong to me in the past. Because of being in their energy, my deep buried soul memories were triggered and I was able to release the past life energies connected to these people. Even though the process sometimes is very traumatically and painful, I become lighter and lighter after the clearing. All I need is to let go of the old energy and move on. I have learned so much from these experiences. Because they were the karma others owed me, I felt better to forgive others and easily to let go.

My Self has been in battle with me since I was aware of that I have owed other people karma and I am paying what I owed back to them. As I am doing so, I begin to realize my core issues and lessons I have chosen to learn in this incarnation. My SELF did not like this as it is losing its mighty and controlling, especially when the lesson I need to learn began to come to my awareness.

Last month I went to Texas to take a course. My Self did not want to go as it  was not a cheap course.  But I had strong feeling to go so I decided to go. Only two people signed this course but the teacher decided to do it in her house as me and another student already prepaid everything for this trip.

Before I went there, out of blue, Margaret called me to her office and talked to me about my relocation chart in Texas. A few days before she called me, I had a feeling that I should check my relocation report in Texas to see what energies I had when I was there but I ignored my feeling due to my busy schedule (I am aware that it was my SELF’s doing).

To be continued….

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MY JOURNEY WITH THE AURA-SOMA COLOR SYSTEM – Part 8

Monday, December 21st, 2009

While I was reading this email, I was really touched by her words and by the feedback. This was very encouraging to me who had the confidence and self-worth issues deep down inside me although people would not see me this part at all as I covered it so well with my pretending mask! (In my natal chart I have Chiron, the deepest wound, in Capricorn in the 2nd house, which indicates the deep self worth and self value issues. I will write my journey with astrology in another blog.)

This email allowed me to see the power of colors and that how I could use them to help others in their soul journey. Spirit started to bring people to me for reading practice. It was a slowly but surely process. I was amazed that the people whoever came for reading were all mirrors. While I was reading their challenges, I realized that those challenges they had in their life were my challenges in my life which I need to deal with. This awareness made me being serious about color. So I decided to continue pursue my journey with color.

I remembered that a couple with their two sons came from other state for the private study with Margaret/Maitreya. At the end of the course, Margaret asked me to do the Aura Soma reading for each one of them, including their two sons. The readings were amazing. Through their chosen bottles, I gave them the message based on the color they had chosen. At the end of the reading, everyone was in WOW. They could not get over how accurate the message I had given them through the colors. Four of them had their own issues, challenges, potentials gifts and blessings. At the beginning, the father was very skeptical about how the colors in the bottles they picked up could give them accurate messages?! I sensed his skeptical energy and decided not to be disturbed by his energy. Ironically, he was mirroring me two years back when I had the first reading with Debbie. I did the same thing this man showed me. I was questioning and challenging, and very skeptical.  I guess that this man helped me pay my karma back to the Universe for what I did two years ago. What I gave out, it was surely coming back to me. LOL!

To be continued……

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